Emptier

To The Man In The Moon  -
Say Dont Go - Taylor

I pulled the trigger on my own heart. It hurt to hope. I am still bleeding, its like this fountain that keeps running dry and then suddenly starts hemorrhaging uncontrollably when his lies cross my mind. So I killed my heart. And my head grew silent. He said he was sorry. But I did exactly as he would have wanted. The same way he made Ashley. He won't say the words. He made me do it. And it makes me sick to my stomach. I wonder which girl will take my place. How have I never been loved by a man? Not one, ever, said I am going to be here, everyday, loving you forever. No one ever fought to stay and just hold on to us with both hands. They broke me and then leave me in pieces as they walk over my shattered heart. How am I so unlovable? I wish I could just blow away in the cold wind. 


I've known it from the very start
We're a shot in the darkest dark
Oh no, oh no, I'm unarmed
The waiting is a sadness
Fading into madness
Oh no, oh no, it won't stop
I'm standin' on a tightrope alone
I hold my breath a little bit longer
Halfway out the door, but it won't close
I'm holdin' out hope for you to
Say, "Don't go"
I would stay forever if you say, "Don't go"
Why'd you have to lead me on?
Why'd you have to twist the knife?
Walk away and leave me bleedin', bleedin'?
Why'd you whisper in the dark?
Just to leave me in the night?
Now your silence has me screamin', screamin'
go"
I would stay forever if you say, " don't go"
Now I'm pacin' on shaky ground
Strike a match, then you blow it out
Oh no, oh no, it's not fair
'Cause you kiss me and it stops time
And I'm yours, but you're not mine
Oh no, oh no, you're not there
I'm standin' on the sidewalk alone
I wait for you to drive by
I'm tryna see the cards that you won't show
I'm about to fold unless you
go"
I would stay forever if you say, " don't go"
Why'd you have to lead me on?
Why'd you have to twist the knife?
Walk away and leave me bleedin', bleedin'?
Why'd you whisper in the dark?
Just to leave me in the night?
Now your silence has me screamin', screamin'
go"
I would stay forever if you say, " don't go, "
Why'd you have to 
Make me want you 
Why'd you have to 
Give me nothin' back?
Why'd you have to
Make me love you ?
I said, "I love you"
You say nothin' back
Why'd you have to lead me on?
Why'd you have to twist the knife?
Walk away and leave me bleedin', bleedin'?
Why'd you whisper in the dark
Just to leave me in the night?
Now your silence has me screamin', screamin'
go"
I would stay forever if you say, " don't go, " 
But you won't, but you won't, but you won't
I would stay forever if you say, "don't go"
But you won't, but you won't, but you won't

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