Letters To The Man in The Moon

To The Man In The Moon  - So much going on. Between being sick The last few days and in a few different ways, the Supreme Court Ruleing and the state of my life in general I am at the end of my rope.  I am angry. I am doing my best to deal with all the anger and frustration I have. I dont want it to bleed into other facets of my life hell other facets of my anger or frustration.  I dont want to come down hard on Matt for Dustin's bullshit. I don't want to come down on Dustin for Matt's bullshit. And I certainly don't want any of it falling on Liam.  I am tired of hearing mouths run and run and nothing being done. I am sick. I hurt and at this point I hurt in so many ways I can't get a break. One thing or another kicks my ass and I am down and hurting and I can't get away from it.  It is affecting every facet and relationship in my life right now. And despite all the kind words I just can't find the help and support I need when I need it.  I am fighting with...

To The Man In The Moon  -  I try and let things go. Things I see. The way I am made to feel. I try to justify for him. That it isn't that he doesn't care or doesn't want to listen to me or hear me or know me. I just wonder if it's just because I always make excuses. Maybe what I have to say doesn't matter or doesn't need to be shared. But I feel like I try and listen no matter what is being said no matter how many stories he shares about her. Maybe that's my karma. My burden to bare for choosing to love him when I shouldn't have.