For the loss
To The Man In The Moon - I hate not having family. Sometimes it's the love of people you call family as the thing missing but honestly I'm not sure what exactly it is that's missing. I know that Liam being gone. His first trip without mom or dad. I'm sad thst I am missing seeing all his growth and progress. I miss witnessing the excitement, discovery on his face. I am beyond proud but I hate missing this. I feel like I am losing, have lost so much. And after this horrible past month I just need things to be better. I need me to be better.