chilling night time thoughts
To The Man In The Moon - I am the person who puts effort in when I can with all I can. Sticking with the same lotions, shampoos, perfumes, because I want you to always have a special connection to each and every part of me, and me to you. To the point of doing these things as a ritual of hope that I can spark something deep and warm, comfort and home, love and peace, desire for me in even the difficult moments. The one who always wants you to know that while I do things to myself, they are still tied to the love I need, desire and feel for you. I try and listen, notice, question, challenge and spark the fire and center of who you are, what you think , what you believe, how you feel. Love. That will forever evolve because we do and seeing you and us grow and change is part of that love, that unconditional part that will always want to see, feel and stimulate something stronger and deeper. I hurt myself to do more, try harder to be better for not just me, or Liam but for us as a cou...